that you can’t imagine what your life would be like without them in it?

have you ever just laid with someone & told them all of your hopes?
all of your plans for the future.
all of your goals.
what you’d name your kids.
every memory as a child/adolecent/present.

have you ever looked into the eyes of someone..
& told them you love them?
have you ever meant it so much?
so much it hurts sometimes.

have you ever felt like you would give your own life for that person?

have you ever thought about letting them walk away..?
just in the fact it would make them happy even if it meant it breaks your heart…?

have they ever been on the verge of walking away..?
& you’re so sick about it you can’t sleep.
you can’t eat.
you can’t think.
all you want to do is hold them.

what i’m really trying to say is :
i love you, norman thompson.
i always have, & no matter what i always will.
i’ve messed up in the past, but i just want to make this work.
i’d do anything, give you the world if i could.
i just want to give you all of me.

i feel like i’m losing my best friend…

but here i lay..
in OUR home.
on OUR couch.
wearing YOUR clothes.

crying my eyes out.